I really don't know what's up with me these days. I might need love, don't know. I've been feeling more and more disconnected of the world, absent. I don't fit, my thoughts fly away from home. Today I woke up to some strawberry jelly toasts, moody songs and a long lazy day. Oh, I made my first bolognese and I'm proud to say it tasted so good. We also got rid of all the bananas rotting in our fridge. We have now a huge banana bread and some banana milkshake. Yummy and fatty and I don't need that right now. I got my butt out and went to Safeway, skyped with Andrea, cooked, socialized with Max and even had diner and wine. What a productive day, except I ended up lying down on Pierre (our sofa bed), with my warm blanket on starring at the reflections on the window and my full glass of wine. I hope I can feel better when school starts. Motivation might hopefully brighten things up a little. I'm missing something and I don't know what it is. That sucks.
Some more news: Monica totally forced her way into our house for a couple of days. She'll be sleeping home until she can move into her new place. I really don't want to have a guest in my living room right now. I just want to sleep, be super lazy, walk around in my pajama, and not socialize. Good thing I can't say no to her.
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