I can't seem to make me mine.

So I've been watching almost non stop "Community". New tv show on my list! So sad, I've even fallen in love with my Ikea bed. I think I miss feeling loved and feeling someone actually cares about me. Oh well. Changing sad subjects, classes start on thursday and I can't wait. Lighting, photoshop, art history... I really need to keep my mind busy and distracted from my stupid thoughts. Sofia is arrived to the city yesterday and we'll get to have a girly diner here, isn't that awesome? Oh, I didn't mention Monica left. We felt really bad, I really did but well, I'm happy to have the apartment free again. Friday, we will host our apartment warming "party" or gathering or whatever you want to call it. I plan on disappearing and hide in my big closet and talk to my (way too many) shoes. I'm not feeling it. Camila is super excited about it but I'm not really into the idea of having a bunch of people I don't really know that well coming here. I'm not even sure I care about anyone else than Max & Sofia. And well, Juanma, my ex. But he doesn't care about me anymore so I'm not sure how to feel about him. So yeah. I'd rather have a casual diner or something but bummer.
Also, I really really really need to do some editing work, write on my lovely paper diary and work on some birthday presents. Oh, and I started ice skating again. Turns out I surprisingly didn't forget everything I learned over the summer.